I have never before felt this way before. It is completely exhilerating and scary at the same time. I honestly used to doubt that it was truly possible to feel "this way." I always thought the love stories and books were just really good stories we all longed deeply for.
It all started with a "hallo, sprichst du English?" When those eyes looked into mine I was suddenly bearing my soul. The next morning I was terrified thinking what if he didn't call or feel the same, but something inside of me, told me he was feeling the exact sae way as me and there was nothing too worry about.
The first few weeks nothing bad ever crossed my mind about what he felt for me. I just "knew" he felt the exact same. Weird I know, I thought so too...but I still was unable to dismiss the feeling.
It's only been a month, but it just gets better everyday. Every thing new that I learn, I love. When he looks into my eyes, I feel like he really SEES ME. When we are together I feel like we are the only two people in the room. I used to be jealous, I used to be constantly nervous/needy,I used to be embarrassed about PDA...none of these things ever cross my mind with him.
Ok .I am done making you all puke tonight.....Time to watch Taken with Liam Neison...woohoo,finally!
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
Monday, May 7, 2012
I haven't been this happy in a long time...
It's crazy how well everything has just fallen together. This past week has been amazing. I've had some really great starts that I feel in my heart will work out .
I've been in Germany just over two months now. My first two months here I kept changing my mind about what I thought of living in Germany. I have finally reached a point of stasis.
Family- I have finally got the family I live with quite figured out. I am able to know what is going to happen before I even do it. I understand each of their roles in the family, which has caused things to run a lot smoother.
Fitness- I have had a healthy drive to stay physically fit.I've have taken a deep fondness for bike rides through the woods, where not only can I get a good cardio workout, but I can also catch such beautiful wildlife in it's natural habitat.
Work- I decided I would like to look into get my falconer's license since I miss working with animals and can't find anywhere to volunteer. I got in contact with the VP of the European Falconer's Association that lives in Germany. He directed my info to his colleague who runs a Raptor Rehab Rescue only 20km away. We talked and he would love to have me volunteer handling the raptors......couldn't have worked out more beautifully.
School-My German Integrative Course starts tomorrow and I am very excited. I have a good feeling I will be communicating in German by July with my friends. I have recently been understanding a lot more of what I hear. Plus I found out that it is super attractive when I speak German since I have an accent- there's an incentive to practice!
Friends- Every time I go out I continue to make more friends. Every one is so friendly and fun to be around. I feel like I am part of a group again.
Love- It hasn't been for that long, but I have met someone I can be myself with. I want to be a better person when I'm with them. They are really attractive inside & out.
Future- Very excited to see where it takes me! Ready for the ride,either way. If I Like Germany and want to stay here I will look into starting my own Animal Outreach Company. I could call it "Animal Language" and (besides the fact that they don't have any outreach's in Germany)my big selling point would be that I would teach the children about wildlife in English. Hit two subjects in one presentation : )
That's all for now....Stay Classy World.
I've been in Germany just over two months now. My first two months here I kept changing my mind about what I thought of living in Germany. I have finally reached a point of stasis.
Family- I have finally got the family I live with quite figured out. I am able to know what is going to happen before I even do it. I understand each of their roles in the family, which has caused things to run a lot smoother.
Fitness- I have had a healthy drive to stay physically fit.I've have taken a deep fondness for bike rides through the woods, where not only can I get a good cardio workout, but I can also catch such beautiful wildlife in it's natural habitat.
Work- I decided I would like to look into get my falconer's license since I miss working with animals and can't find anywhere to volunteer. I got in contact with the VP of the European Falconer's Association that lives in Germany. He directed my info to his colleague who runs a Raptor Rehab Rescue only 20km away. We talked and he would love to have me volunteer handling the raptors......couldn't have worked out more beautifully.
School-My German Integrative Course starts tomorrow and I am very excited. I have a good feeling I will be communicating in German by July with my friends. I have recently been understanding a lot more of what I hear. Plus I found out that it is super attractive when I speak German since I have an accent- there's an incentive to practice!
Friends- Every time I go out I continue to make more friends. Every one is so friendly and fun to be around. I feel like I am part of a group again.
Love- It hasn't been for that long, but I have met someone I can be myself with. I want to be a better person when I'm with them. They are really attractive inside & out.
Future- Very excited to see where it takes me! Ready for the ride,either way. If I Like Germany and want to stay here I will look into starting my own Animal Outreach Company. I could call it "Animal Language" and (besides the fact that they don't have any outreach's in Germany)my big selling point would be that I would teach the children about wildlife in English. Hit two subjects in one presentation : )
That's all for now....Stay Classy World.
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